Invisibility is but an existence being ignored

Is life really that great?!?!

2007-04-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

i just arrived home from my swim and all...
was like in my room slacking then i remembered that i forgot to call my dad... as in my other dad...

so i went out to like call(inform that i am home... some respect thing i do at home) him...
walked back into my room to read the papers...
then he came and asked: "how you guys came home from jerald's(my younger brother) art class today?"
i replied: "joseph(blood father) fetched us home"
then he start to get his PMS!!!
he was like saying stuff like... dun call me your dad anymore and go do your chinese compo.
and... dun let me throw your cam(bought as a birthday gift from my blood father) away.
when i ignored him, he THREATENED to cane ME!!!!!
fuck lar... he FUCKING threatended to cane ME!!!
come on lar... not that i am scared or anything but what the hell... on wat terms...
don't talk cock and tell me it is just because i said that i will write my compo later!!!
it is just because he is jealous that my blood father fetched me and my bro home...

recently, i just got to know a few new friends...
i told them that life is great and it is a gift and all...
told them cause they used to cut wrist and all...
then i am now asking myself... is that really true?
bet even my own family didn't know... but i tried to stand in the middle of the road once...
was it stress from studies or family problems i don't know...
but here's telling you something... i only cry over family problems that are like super serious and all...
and...
i cried over this!!!

NAPFA... NO KICK!!!

2007-04-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

Just did my NAPFA today and...
I did quite well!!!
Ok lar...
3 As and 2 Cs(suck at standing broad jump and sit and reach)
So here's my scores:
Sit up: 59 A
Standing Broad Jump: 225 C
Sit and reach: 41 C
Pull Up: 8 A
Shuttle Run: 10sec A

Quite ok rite...
But next week is my 2.4km...
better watch out for that one...

My exams pressure is slowly getting to me...
I very worried that i won't be able to hit my expectations.
One sad sob and a bye to gryphon diablo or blade if i screw up.
Hope that i will be able to do well.

So...
although this entry is rather short,
I gtg mug...

the hockey sticks.

2007-04-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

just a short post dedicated to the hockey sticks that i'm currently looking at.

gryphon diablo

gryphon blade

How can life be so tiring?!?!?!

2007-04-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

Wah sai, how can i describe how i feel now?
Tired?
Exhausted?
Dead?
I dunno, cause i freaking tired now and i feel like sleeping and i barely able to move my legs.
Maybe cause i too long never train liao and i over work myself.
In the morning during PE i ran like 2.4km
Then afternoon during like training kenna mount rosie.
Some more after that i did keeper try out.

My 2.4 timing sucks like hell now lar... how to hit target.
I did a practice run and my timing was 10.52!
Come one lar... thats like so far from target lar.
Dunno how to like do better than that... maybe more training?
But will last min training help?
Looking on the bright side, it maybe the sun...
But NEVER blame the weather!!!

Anyway, today i went to my first hockey training... as a keeper!!!
The experience sucks!
The pad stinks... that isn't bad enough...
Then I can't run or walk properly... Not so bad still...
Finally, it is dead BORING!!!
Seriously dunno how they can stand standing in front of go doing almost nothing...
Once in a while ball may come... but usually defenders take care of that liao.
So mind made up.... NO KEEPER JOB FOR ME!!!
Think it will be better to be a defender!!!

Well, like wanna start studying (maybe i already did) now...
But the stuff are like really so tough!
Just by looking at what i need to mug makes me so sian.
Where got the heart to go and chiong mugging.
Really need help and support here man.

Anyway, just a bit something to pice up this post...
I bet alot of you dun expect me to be someone who watches anime..
I am like now into Naruto.
And...
I love to read chinese comics to english comics...
I love the kingdoms story
I love to watch wu xia xiao suo like shen diao xia lu!!!

Ok... gotta go do work liao... although i am dead tired...
So bye!

Must work harder!!!

2007-03-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

Must like work alot harder now man...
Regardless of whether it is academic wise or physically wise or CCA wise...
I MUST reach my goals!!!

First lets start with the super boring academic wise.
My targets that i set for myself is like very high, but now as the teachers teach stuff that are getting more and more tough, i begin to doubt myself.
I mean is like, i worry that i cannot like hit my target of all A2 for this term and A1 for end of year.
I mean sec three is like prep for O levels right?
So i mean if i target A1 for all subjects, i hope i can get that for my Os as well, an L1R5 of 6.
But really must mug like siao lar, else i doubt i can achieve it.

Next talking about my own physical fitness.
My 2.4km timing is like SHIT!
Wah sai, when i ran the other day, my timing was like 10.30 how sucky is that lar.
My target is to be below 10 and now not sure whether can even hit my aim.
Then arul wants me to do 10 pull ups for napfa test.
Now can only do like 8 and next week is already the test!
Must train more to build myself up!
Then my napfa i think i will do very badly for sit and reach and standing broad jump...
cause i can't stretch for nuts!!!
So have to do more stretching and training and hit target in 1 week... a bit impossible, but will do my best.

Finally, CCA - Hockey!!!
I can't believe what Mr Arul said when he came up to me today!
He was like throwing hockey balls at me and asking me to catch it.
The next thing he did was like come up to me and say...
'Marc you should be a hockey keeper'
WOAH!!!!
Wait a min, i have never even thought about that lar.
I wish to contribute to the team and all, but i have always wanted to play on field.
But due to my sucky skills, i have never really have much chance to do so.
So now, he is offering me a chance to be in the team and all.
But i really like field play.
So i made a deal with him.
' This Friday at SCC training against stronger player, see how i play as a defender. If i suck than i will try as a keeper.'
So i am now like brushing my skill for this Friday...
THE ULTIMATE TEST!!!

Anyway, i gotta go not to bug edwin to teach me how to create a beautiful website.
Till next time!!!

What the hell... kenna rejected!!!=(

2007-03-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

Omg, i am like so...
Haiz, but like really dunno how to say lar...
I mean its like i like ppl cannot like get a guarantee that the person like me back right.
Anyway, like really sorry if i have like made you embarrassed or something like that lar.
But i really hope that although you rejected me, we can still continue to be friends.
You guys should know who i am referring to lar.

Anw, lets like put this topic aside.
The past few days like passed by so quickly lar.
Not because it is fun or anything like that.
But because it is like so busy.
On Monday i had to like chiong all my work when i reached home.
Cause there were like some holiday homework that i have not done and i must start familiarising myself .
Due to the fact that i had to prepare for the math test which was like today.
And the math test was like so easy, only a 10 min test.
But i still had a careless mistake... + sign go write -
Then yesterday was like busy chionging my Biology project and English project.
So also took my time.
Finally for today although we ended school at like 12.30pm, but i had to stay till 3.30pm
Just to chiong my math statistic project.
Everything is like so last minute cause like during the hols i had so many activities packed up.
I even had to go to my new house to do some post renovation stuff.

Then today for P.E. we ran like 4 laps and my timing was like crap - 7 mins!!!
How sucky is that.
Thats like 10.30mins if i ran 6 rounds.
Some more was like panting on my 4th lap liao.
Better do more conditioning training before my test.
Then after that we went to the weights room to do some weight lifting.
That was like so fun lar, can train myself up.
But one session where got enough, so i better go more often so that i will be able to do more than 8 pull ups.
Must target to beat captain... he can do like 15 man!

Okay, i think that is all for now lar.
May write again next week if i feel like it and can!=)

Life ROX!!!

2007-03-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

The last time i blogged was like dinosaur age lar... lol
Anyway, i am now blogging after a wonderful bath after a tiring day.
Just finished a camp with CHIJ TP but will come to that later after i share some stuff about how life's been for me!!!

Lets start from some sporting events first.
Our B div kenna kick out from the tournament after getting into second round.
As usual, we lost 2 games in this round and GG... bye bye...
We lost to Yu Hua thx to one goal which ref cock eye cannot see clearly.
Then lost to RI by 1-0 how pathetic can that be lar...
But never mind, we lose now, try harder next year.. blessing in disguise you know...
Some more next year is our year... will work hard to get into the team and be the one to make the difference.

Now to results, i really totally screwed it up this time round.
Firstly thx partially to shifting house and secondly blame it on myself for slcking lor...
Really got to start waking up and prepare for my chinese Os this year and set my foundation for next year.
Haiz, dun know whats gotten into me, but work harder and set my goals.
Hope to get better results next term lar.
Oh yar, you guys may be guessing what i scored, well actually failed one, just pass three, B4 for one, A2 for two and A1 for one.
So messy lar... must target all one nice A something you know... lol... high expectations.

Then holiday began and teachers spam us with homework like we no need to rest like that...
Some more i like quite busy during hols, now still left with like 2 big homework out of like 7.
But ok lar, if i concentrate and all, confirm can finish be fore dateline one, so no prob at all.

Ok, finally to the camp.
Started on the 15th but no stay in and ended today on the 16th.
Like last year, it is a collaboration with IJ TP.
This year the camp activities like got great diff lar.
Maybe they tried to lessen the social parts, but that didn't stop us from making friends lar.
Like last year, met up with Jarrold before camp and as usual, we are in the same group again.
Then it turns out that there were 4 guys(adding Keenan who is the facillitator) and 2 girls.
Of course, they were excellent friends, so sweet, nice, easy-going and all.
All in all really enjoyed myself lar.
Then today went to hospital to do service learning.
When trying to interact with the patients, i just realize that my hokkien sucks.
Know how to listen most of it, but only know how to speak a bit.
Like damn what the hell lar.
But i really pity them, stuck there most of the time.
Some more retirement is suppose to be the time when they enjoy the last years of the life.
Seriously some Singaporeans are like... %#*T@#&9
But for most of the time today, we like stuck in LT1 stoning there cause IJ TP went for canoeing and we like stuck with nothing to do.
But at night we did the skit and i am like really embarrased to say that my groups one was like crap and i was the script writer ;)
That should be all for now.
The workshop was like damn fun and worthwhile, really an excellent chance for me to destress.

GTG liao, wish all of you all the best and remember... Life ROX!!!

my birthday is coming!!!

2007-02-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

Yes!
At last, i am finally going to get my IC soon enough cause i am turning 15 this Sunday!
Seriously, this is damn cool lar, 15 years just passed by so quickly if i think back about it.
Although my birthday is on Sunday, i will be going to celebrate it with my friends tomorrow.
So tomorrow i will go play LAN with friends and catch a movie.
Although i know being trashed in a game during a happy day sucks, but i am going to learn how to play DOTA!!!
LOL
I have never even seen people play this game and tomorrow i will be playing the games with a group of pros.
Not sure whats gotten into me, but i suddenly have an interest in this game.

I believe each and every one of us has a wish during his/her birthday.
I am also a normal human and i also have my own wishes.
Unlike last year, i don't have as much stuff that i wish i will get.
Therefore, my wishlist has been updated and hope i can have my wish come true.

Anyway, i doubt anyone will be as unlucky as me cause i will be shifting to a rented apartment on my birthday.
So i am requested to help out with carrying the items to a house 3 apartments away.
So sian, gotta stay in that apartment for 3 months and it sucks.
Guess during this period of time i will be spending my time outside to study instead of going home to do it.
Anyway, i think that my blog is super unupdated cause i don't usually spend time blogging.
So, i hope you guys will post comments on my tagboard and i hope that there will be new people viewing my blog =)

Tests over... Chinese New Year is arriving!!!

2007-02-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

Yahoo!!!
Exams are finally over!
I can't express the joy within me.
3 days of tests are finally over and now i can slack.
For my performance during test, i think i screwed up for Additional Math, did ok for Elementry Math and Bio and excelled for Chem and Phy.
But its all over, so i don't care until i get back my results.
Which i got for chem!
And i got 82.5%!!!
Yes!!!

Let's not talk about this coming Chinese New Year...
This Friday is the celebration and school is only until 10.30am!!!
But i have yet to decide whether i should make a trip back to my primary school to visit my teachers, or come back home to slack and pack my room for shifting.
Well, actually depends on who is going back lar.
Don't want to just go back to meet that bunch of useless goons of Eugene and gang.
All so good for nothing and Ah Beng, Ah Lian.

Anyway, really looking forward to Chinese New Year, so that it is a good time for rest and fun.
Hopefully, my sis will agree to be my hairstylist for those days.
She is suggesting not to help me at all.
So i openly beg her here to help me(qi qiu ni).
LOL... so till next time... again.

Day of tiring workout!!!

2007-02-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

Woke up early in the morning to go for a game of touch rugby.
Quite tiring game but it turns out that we actually fared quite well.
Excellent game play by teamates but we lost the 1st and 2nd position all because of a bloody coin toss.
That eam that won the coin toss only managed to come so far cause of winning all the coin tosses until then.
What a waste.
But never mind, at least we know that we played well and got the 3rd place as a consolation.
Oh, and i learn never to look down on the scholars cause the ones in my class were main players leading to our success.

After that i came home and waited for my brother before going for my swimming classes.
Cause of the game i was damn tired but managed to do my usual swimming practice and managed to get an excellent timing for swimming with pyjamas.
Then after that i went to the library to slack a while and to borrow book and now i am back home typing this blog entry.

Actually today not much unless i want to go into detail on what i write but chose not to do so.
If not, i might well just write a composition.
So that should be all for now.
Till next time.

Time to work the engines fast!!!

2007-01-31T19:59:00.000+08:00

Well, it really seems like it has been a long time since i last updated my blog.
From this week on really have to start to work hard already.
Common test are just 2 weeks away and all subjects will be tested!
So i had better start working now and get prepared for the toughest stuff to come.

Life has been so busy ever since entering sec three.
Every week it seems that i haveto get worried and prepare for at least a test.
Piles of homework are not uncommon to me anymore.
Hockey training is as usual and i sometimes feel so shack after a day's workout.
My duties as a PSL are not as heavy now and thus this has helped alot.
Of course, stuff like sec 1 campfire and sec 1 orientation camp has helped me to slow down my pace and de-stress.

Life at home has also not been as peaceful as before.
It is really getting slightly noisy and unable to concentrate at home for now.
This is due to the fact that i am about to shift already and thus will have to start packing .
So it is slowly getting to be filled with boxes and mess now that the packing is unavoidable.
Thus, i have decided to stay out to study but alone very sian...
So anyone want to join me?
LOL

Because of certain issues, my friendship with Chris is slowly getting more and more bad.
He has started to get into his little actions already and has started a verbal warfare althiugh i try to remain as neutral by not 'fighting'.

So that shall be all for this entry for now cause someone else needs to use the com.
So till my next entry( Hope it won't be long).

Tired day!!!

2007-01-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

Woah, today is the first hockey training and i am like so tired already.
Like that for other training then i die die.
Let's see, during curriculum, i had a simple three lap run and that isn't so difficult.
But then during hockey training i had to run thrice that amount.
Ok that's the pain!
Not only that, i didn't expect to bedoing so much work and thus i ate alot during lunch.
What the heck, resulting in me getting stitch.

After that,we had some kind of shit endurance drill which hurt my muscles alot.
But hopefully those will help me do at least 7 pull ups during PE next week.
It so happens that i have my hockey teacher for my PE teacher and he expects us to do very well in his PE class.
Well, he actually acked for 10 when i can currently do only like 3 at the max.
But hopefully within 7 days i can get the extra 4.
If not then seriously screwed.

Then today, i had my first math test, not that bad except that i was stuck at one question and another question i could solve but got the wrong answer.
Then tomorrow still got my chinese test (don't need to study one) which is a continue from the one i took on Tuesday.
Oh yar, then i also very lucky to get the first duty of GOH for inaugral on next Monday.
Rehersals will be tomorrow and it will be the first time i wear a blaizer (not sure whether i spelt correctly)

Ok, i feel damn tired and sian but got to stop blogging so that i can do my chemistry, geography, math and biology homework.
So till next time.

First 2 days back in school!!!

2007-01-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

I bet all of us were like anticipating to go to school one way or another.
Of course, you cannot exclude me right?
But never would i have expected that life for this year and the next will be one which is terribly miserable.
Ok firstly, my classmates are like quite ok lar, but most of them are close to dead and we seldom interact with one another.
Everyone seems to prefer to stick to their old little group of friends.
Then after that came my form tutor.
She is seriously super strict and unreasonable lar.
When she did attire check, i got caught although the back is like 2cm away from the collar.
Then she pointed to a guy with a shaved round head and said ' this is what i call a nice and neat hair cut'!!!
What the heck lar.
Then she ask us to cut our hair again and when she checked today, i of course didn't cut, i was refered to HOL.
She sucks lar.
What is more, she is my A and E math teacher so i mean, my life in sec 3 will suck thanks to her.

Then the second day of school i had to bring like all 3 thick science books with 2 thick math books to school.
After i placed them under my desks, Mrs Tan Eng Ho, the teacher i hate said that the classroom will be used for sec 1 orientation camp.
So in the end i brought back most of them again.
Seriously what's her problem?!?!?!
Then also recess sucks cause after doing my shift one duty i have only like barely 15 mins to queue at the back of the queue and order my food to eat.
Thank god i asked my friend to buy for me else i would have starved like yesterday.
Then today i was likd kicked out of HCL TDP cause i got 51 for HCL last year.
Teacher gave me a chance to remain in that class but i prefer not to cause the teacher teaching that class, HOD of chinese, is also super strict and sucks lar.
What is more, i fear i cannot cope so might as well just drop it.
Just got to persuade my mum and hopes she allow.
No i will force her to allow me some how cause i really don't want to continue.

But luckily i am a PSL and will be going to the orientation camp so i will be missing double math lessons taught by Tan Eng Ho tomorrow!!!
Anyway, got to go get a slight hair cut now so cya!!!

tired day

2006-12-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

Woah seriously today not only tired but also super sian.
Had a hockey match in themorning and thus had to wake up at 5.30 am just to meet friends at school then share cab go temasek poly.
Then some more during match i did a 'super stunt' by swinging the stick hard, slip and miss, spin one round then crash on the floor.
Speaking about that i also want to laugh, seriously look like clown in circus.

After that went to toa payoh central just to buy a belt so that my long pants will stop falling to my hips.
Got one for $16.50 after 50% discount.
Leather and looks quie nice man.
Anyway after that i came back then eat and play my PS2 for like an hour before going to sleep.
I just love sleeping, especially after a tired match... always the best of the best.
Woke up and remembered that i had to photo copy my PSL (peer support leader) cert to give to teacher tomorrow.
Rushed down to thomson plaza to photo copy cause my photo copy machine at home crash!
Also went to popular to reserve some books.
Up to here you people must feel that this day quite tiring enough right?
But guess what, then i still got to write a chinese composition for my granpa to mark.
Once a week some more!!!
So called the holiday improvement but i mean to me it doesn't help much lar.
The way i write teachers like but he don't like.
Too old fashion to understand?!?!
Dots...

Some more today damn sucky lar, still quarrelled with my sis.
She kept like critisizing my school and everything.
Say what sji school boys attitude like shit... alot of people dun like... i get influence...
But seriously lar, sji school boys have a good reputation ok...
Compared to ACS(I) and RI....]
Sji school values so good to serve and we even learn how to use it at home lar.
But then she kept going on and on so i fed up and said 'do you know alot of this actually starts from the siblings'
Ok... i know that that sentence sucks to the core and really hurt her.
But like you know when peple angry is like anything can come out lar.
So want to say like i am really sorry.
But i just want her to understand the way i see my school as and want her to seiously change her view
What is seen on the outside may not really be what is in the inside.
My loyalty for the school cause of the way i have learnt to be confident and to serve and everything is like super strong.
So i seriously can't stand it when people insult my school lar.
Anyway friends not in sji how do you think the school is ?

Ok... better go and write my chinese composition now already else later grandpa complain and nag again then i cannot take it lar.
So adios for now and till my next post!!!

The holiday season

2006-12-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

Say, it seems that christmas is just around the corner huh... that is like damn fast cause when christmas arrives it would mean that my mom's birthday is arriving and also that the new year is arriving too.
Ok... next year finally sec 3 and will be wearing lond pants... yes... sure damn good looking one... lol... superthick skin right.

Talking about the new year and new school uniform, i just realised and remembered that i haven't bought all my school books yet.
Since i am such a good boy=) of course i would have tried my very best to get all the books right?
But apparently all the books that i wanted almost half of them is out of stock lar.
So that totally sucks.
Anyway, the sec 1s will be coming tjis friday and it would be so fun to get to know them man.
Thank god i am given the oppurtunity to be a PSL and thus i will be there on their regristation day.

Oh yar, i also just came back from a prefect's camp yesterday and it was like the best of the best lor.
Everyone was like so happy together as a group spending time with each other especially during the song session.
During this period of the camp, bonds definitely improved and we also got to know the EXCO more.
Seriously gotta thank them for coming up with such a wonderful camp.
Anyway, they also helped us to realise alot of stuff and i also thank the EXCO for all the effort put in to keep the board the best.
There are actually alot of problem we are facing and the EXCO are doing their best to help.
Oh yar, guys i almost forgot lar, a fund raising for th prefectorial board will be carried out when school reopens.
Me and Kevin will be organizing it.
Although, this may not concern some of you but pls help to donate if possible lar.

OK... i think i will stop here liao lar... so maybe later i will write again...

Back from Beijing

2006-11-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

Ok, it seems to have been weeks since i last wrote a blogpost.
Well apparently as i think most people who know me well should know, i have been away at Beijing for 2 weeks and now i am back home.

The weather is obviously different from Singapore as it was approaching winter at that time.
When i first arrived, it was about 13 degree celcius and it was already quite cold especially when you get a direct wind blowing into you.
Well and by the time i headed home, the temperature had dropped to a merely 2 degree celcius and there was even a bit of snow.
So how was that!

Of course, i will not like write some Journal on my Beijing trip due to the fact that it really is troublesome.
I will only write like bits and bites of my journey that i find is interesting.
Of course no one will stop you from reading my daily journal.
But for that you gotta be prepared to read it in chinese.
Due to the fact that it was a chinese home work that we have to write our daily journal.
So i also had this holiday home work to put up a chinese blog cause i am in the TDP higher chinese.
So i will be putting my daily journal entries in chinese into that blog.

Well firstly in China i like went to the famous great wall on the first week's Friday.
Here is the picture of the group i went with (i look kinda stupid with that beanie but it is damn cold!!!):

This Second picture is what i took on the way climbing the great wall:

Anyway that is what happened on that Friday.

On the next day i went to the famous forbidden city which i took a picture of from the top of a mountain:

This other picture is one of the frigging palace hall inside the palace can you imagine how big this place is?!?!:

Well as you can see it is actually quite big already and this is not the biggest hall. Of course i also went to do some shopping but can't really find much souveniers to bring back for friends so really sorry man. Most of the shopping was not for clothes it was mainly for souveniers which i couldn't find and alot of DVDs! The DVDs there were like $6 per DVD that is equal to one pirated one in Singapore but they are actually all non-pirated! Hows that man!

Anyway apart rom the fact that i got sick on my last few days in Beijing i really got nothing interesting to say. Just have one last photo to show. This is what they do every morning and hope Mr. Arul won't see my blog and decide to do this for acers day:

Well so if you want my chinese blog addy or the video of their morning excercise just tell me so, CYA!!!

What a super tiring month!!!

2006-11-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Ok... came back from that hell of a camp - ACE on Friday
no time to use the computer to blog apart from preparing gifts for Beijing trip on the 13th.
And have to start packing now thx to my PSL camp.
Later will still have prefect's camp once i come back from Beijing and have to pack at night cause my plane arrives at 10pm++.
So basically my schedule is giving me a hell of a time.

The ACE camp was like super crap.
Couldn't have ever participated in a camp that is worse than this one.
Firstly, we had to have our 4 daily meals including supper in a place which smells like a horse dung area filled with flies.
Another bad thing happened to me on the first night when my name was somehow mentioned in a tent slashing incident.
I was like damn pissed and shocked.
Then that hell of a teacher Alfred Nathan accused me of lying!!!
Come on lar... i am such a good boy =)
Anyway i was damn pissed already.
Then guess what, the next day still got super PT from some commando asshole.
Had to do hornet drill in mud.
We did river-rafting and camoeing and had no chance to bathe.
That night a little water entered our tents and made it hard for me to sleep.
Then on the third day we climb a hill and it rained.
Of course, on the hill top it will feel like a darn drizzle.
But it turned out that at the campsite, it was nothing more than a STORM!!!
Then all our stuff got drenched and soaked due to the fact that our tent collapsed.
That night we had to clean up till 1am cause the ACE leaders did not allow us to bunk out at our friends tent.
On the 4th day when we headed home, we were so happy.
Of course, other than the fact that we stink due to the lack of four days of shower and having flies as our companions, we were all darn happy to arrive at Singapore.
We even had the mood to sing some national day songs!!!

Then of course i was more than prepared to get a good rest but never did i expect that i will have to prepare this week for my trip.
Firstly i have to prepare the gifts and that mainly took out most of my rest time.
Then i have to start packing due to the fact of my camp.

Anyway, today something that was rather terrifying happened to my dear dog.
He actually got chased by another dog which is twice his size.
At that time i was not at home.
But i happens that Junior ran all the way into the back of my house and that bull terrier came in and pounced on top of Junior and clawed him.
Although we have tried to whack that bull terrier continuously, it did not falter.
Junior ran out of the house again and almost ran right into the middle of the main road behind my house.
Finally my dad managed to scare the dog away by actually whacking it until the aluminuim stick bent.
That bull terrier appears to have a history record among the neighbours for ripping off the head of a live chicken.
Thank god that Junior has passed another dangerous barrier in life, the first being a car accident.
Anyway, we took a taxi to the vet for juniors checkup and it was all paid for by the bull terrier's owner.
Oh, and did i mention?
We made a police report.

Anyway, i think i have nothing much to write and this may be the last tinme i write till the start of december.
So hopefully i will still get to blog.

Time to relax but don't know what to do!!!

2006-10-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

The exams are over, i have managed to achieve good results but then i am now unable to think about where to go with my friends!
The initial plan was to go to Jurong to ice-skate, but then have to travel so far so super boring.
Then some people suggested to go to Vivo city to watch a movie, but goodness me, i went there twice last week already.
Then finally is to go down to town to watch a movie the later just hang around.
Town other then go there to shop what else can we do?
Arcade also go until cannot make it already.
So what exactly can i go to do?
People can please give some suggesttions or not?

Seriously today super slack.
After finishing my playstation game, i now have nothing to do.
Other than blogging, seems like there is not much to do already.
So, maybe i shall just stop here for now to get a bath.
Maybe i will get an inspiration later.
So, going off for now then.

My brain going to BURST!!!

2006-10-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i had to stay up until like 12am just to discuss with my family members as to what streaming combination i should take.
After like 2 hours plus i finally decided what stream to take: triple science, double math, combine humans.
It was like quite difficult to decide cause triple science will be rather taxing and if i take single humans for O levels i will have no humanities to fall back on if i goof up.
Then this was not the worse thing, i scored well for my lit but then in O levels, lit is very difficult to score.
Yet i don't want to take history as i prefer Geog but that is the lowest subject i scored in.
In the end i still chose elective Geog for my elective subject.
This is because Geog is a safer thing to study and score for.
My school most probably will give me the single humans combination we want, so that is quite ok.

The next day at school, i actually heard that almost everyone wants to take a triple science with full humans and double math!
Thats like nuts, but i still stuck to my choice.
Then guess what, another problem had came.
I was shortlisted to go into the English Talent Developement programme.
Ok... i know that may sound like good news but NO!
Firstly, being in this class means i will be in the top 3 classes 333
Secondly, this classes dun provide a combine humans!!!
It is a must to take full humans!
Yet i am interested to enter this programme and i have been given this excellent chance.
So that is why, i have finally came up with a decision to not stress myself out and not to take this course.
But yet again, i think i should discuss this with my family (Family is very important to me!)before making up my mind.

So as you can see i had a super brain racking two days and thus i slept for two whole hours just now ;)

Then today after school, i brought junior (in case you didn't know, thats my dog's name)to the vet.
He was like whining and shivering like nuts on the way there and when we were waiting for our turn.
Then when he was taking his vaccination, he was like trying to get off the table.
When i tried to feed him when he was being injected, it was the first time i saw him reject food right in front of his face!!!
But anyway, he was like very funny at the vet.
He is so smart that he knows what is going to happen, unlike other dogs there, all sit down like nothing some bunch of goons!!!

Anyway, i got to go already and i also ran out of things to blog about so BYE!

Exams results!!!

2006-10-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

I got back my results today and i was like so darn HAPPY!!!
Well, i managed to hit one of my main argets which is to get an average of A2 for my msg... but the other one i was 1 point away which is to get a 12 for L1B5 but i got only a 13.... but i am contended. Anyway, here are my grades:

English - A2 71%(Could have done better)
Math - A2 73%(Could have done better)
Science - A2 74%(Wow, better than i thought)
Chinese - A1 81%(Super Unexpected man!!!)
Lit - A2 72%(Average score)
History - B4 64%(Shit, Pull down my results!!!)
HMT - C6 51%(Heck care, can pass i happy!!!)

Well, i am going to use all the subjects here except for chinese.
Chose not to use my geog cause i only got like a C5 for it.
But i brought about my own downfall with history because of my own complacency and i deserve it.
Thankfully i have yet again crossed another obstacle in my life successfully and i am prepared to do even better the next time round.
I want to thank my friends and all my family members for their support... LOL.

My whole class did damn well this time round, even the slackers...
Anyway, gotta go and prepare for some stuff for my overseas trip, so later then!!!

Exams over results out!!!

2006-10-18T14:06:00.000+08:00

Whew exams are finally over but my results will be out tomorrow and i am like damn nervous.
Hopefully i would have done alot better this time roud else all my priveledges will all go down the drain.
Almost everything on my wish list i can kiss goodbye.
Whatever the outcome will be, i pray that the lord will be ableto guide me.

Anyway, yesterday i just went out with my family to Vivo and before that to Plaza Singapura.
Well my mom and grandpa got new phones and my mom's one is like...
Hopefully i will be able to get a better phone.
Then Vivo was like so bloody big, went there to buy stuff for my trip and after walking for 4 hours all i got was apair of jeans, WASTE MY TIME.
I have roughly got an idea of what to wear for my uncle's ROM but i still haven't got the proper attire yet...

I just access to friendster after such a long time but seriously speaking right, not that i wanna be jealous or what so ever, but i just have a bad feel about Tim Tan and Eliza.
Not that i am over suspicious and it could probably be due to my own thoughts and jealousy, but i seriously... dun know how to express what i feel.
Hope people reading this will be able to understand my feelings right now.

Anyway, i am not like an excellent writer, but i seriously have nothing to express anymore. Maybe until later at night then. TTFN!!!

Friday.... the day before weekend for serious mugging!!!

2006-09-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

Today just went out with my friends to go to Bishan to study.
We actually intended to go to Bishan library to study, but never did we expect my PSL meeting to end at 2.45pm and thus we only arrived at bishan at about3.00pm in the end we chose to study at Mos-Burger thx to the lack of space at the library.
Managed to finally start on my chemistry at last!!!
Never really had that chance to do my Chemistry... thanks to other sciences like Biology and Physics.
Also thanks Christopher taking notes and not willing to return it to me.
So i like managed to complete 3-4 topics today so quite good for a 3 hour study. After i reach home like got no mood to study anymore so what can i do? slack lor...
Anyway, yesterday when i was like studying in my room, my grandfather like not happy lor... thats why i went out to study.
I mean how often do i study in my room.
And it was only yesterday that i on the air-con for that short period of time.
He just don't want us to waste the electricity because my uncle is paying for it.
So it is like so WTF.
Seriously, today nothing special except that it marks the mugging weekend so better slack as much as possible for today first.... haha.
Anyway, i dare bet that my grandfather will start to complain about me not studying today to my mom.
But, i don't care cause whatever he says is nothing to m already.
So just listen and do as much as i think is fair to make him happy.
I mean, i am not a perfect person youknow.
SO time to log off already.
Bye!!!

Tommorow is my ENGLISH!!!!

2006-09-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

Shit, i can't believe that i will be taking my English exam tommorow.
This will mark the approachal of my exams. And guess what.... i am way more confident now!!!

I do not know how i came to gain this confidence, but i think it is majorly because i feel more prepared now then before.
This weekend, i will not really have the time to do my revision at full blast.
This is all thanks to the Sec 4s farewell ceremony and i am on DUTY!!! But anyway, i got a plan which is to study until super late on Friday and finish my major covering up for all my subjects.
Then all i have to do now is actually to re-revise my stuff before my exam as i will have forgotten some of them by the time i take my exams... so this revision is to store the stuff in my brain and the later one will be to refresh it....

ANW, got nothing much to say except that pelyn chose that timothy chow over adam and that is like KNS... so byee!!!

Exams tension!!!

2006-09-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had no time to blog. but i like went to junction 8 with my mom and when i was like alone walking, a group of 5-6 bastards started o follow me and push me. Those fiakers are like unsocialised and ill brought up idiots. Anw, i just didn''t felt good about that and my sis had to rub it in lor... I mean is like what the hell. last night i even had some nightmares lor. But thinking about it those idiots were like so scared after that when they saw adults with me. So stupid ball-less idiots who are so like shit and i just walked away!!!

Anyway,0MG... exams will be like in 2 days time!!! Can u imagine.... of course, that will only be my engilsh exams which i like really cannot study for. But that would mean that i am left with one week of time for my final revision and also my touch up!!!

I am still like not so confident with my stuff yet cause i think i need more practice before i can get totally prepared. As in like some crapped up mock test to see how well prepared i am for this exam. But after this exam, life will be like heaven lar... can go out etc. But when results come out and get poor grades... the outcome will be like shit! So hopefully i will have luck and discipline and of course with determination to score well for my FYE and my streaming.

So this blog post will be a ratgher short one so that i can go study for my exams...

Boring day!!!

2006-09-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

Today is like so super boring. Later still gotta continue to study.
As for now, slack a little while should be ok lar, anyway today is Friday so sleep a little later also never mind.
Hopefully for today i will be able to start with my physics since i have like wrapped up for my biology already.
Just need to revise through one more time before the exams or somethibng like that.
So when i am studying physics hopefully will have so time to do math too since these two subjects are somewhat related.

Now the exams so close actually rather scared leh.
i mean i really wish to score as well as possible but i am not totally confident in being able to do it.
I really have got to do well this time round or else i am screwed.
Hopefully god will be able to give me a concentrated mind and one that will let me remember things that i have learnt.
This time round i need all the luck i can get and all the discipline available. So best of luck for me.

Today i just realised how cropped up i am during november.
So probably no time for training during november and bye bye to first team next year.
All thanks to my ACE Camp, PSL camp, Beijing trip and Prefects camp.
But i will buck up my skills to get into the first choice for sec 4 so still have chance!!!

GTG already. today like got nothing much to say lor so anyway BYE!!!

Start of the streaming tensed atmosphere!!!

2006-09-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! i just realized that it has been such a long time since i blogged.
Anyway, lets just cut the crap and get to the point, as you can probably see, most of my previous posts has no tittle.
Anyway, my sis helped me to amend the problem and now i hve tittles for posts!!!
I was too lazy to write the tittle for the other previous posts and i feel that this tittle from here onward could mean a new beggining of blogging for me.

Well, everyones end of year is coming and for some people like me who are taking major exams, it is worst off.
My other terms result was like... but what an i do about it now?
Seriously, there is no point of crying over spilled milk.
So, i now have to work hareder to be able to prove to everyone that i can get good grades and of course, with the motive of getting the stuuf on the wishlist, especially the underlined one!!!
In a family like mine, with good grades, you can get alot of stuff.
But with poor grades, almost everthing of your desire and passion is hanging on a thread which will break and fall anytime.

So, i will have to work harder than ever to get my A1s amd A2s.
Only this way can i get the things of desire which will probably be shown with me when i stand in front of the mirror of erised... that is if there is one!

2006-06-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

The school holidays has just started, and now, i have the time to start blogging again... haha. Anyway, i screwed up my mid-year examination. i did not even score a single A and what is worse i even failed my physics.
My mom being the strict woman she is has decided to ground me and even confiscate my phone. I can't go out with my friends, can't even play at home or even watch TV. It's like the holidays, and yet, i still have to study every single day. There's no point complaining now anyway, at least i still have my hockey training on every monday, wednesday and friday to keep me occupied.
Talking about my CCA, anyway, i hope to work even harder and improve as much as possible cause i really want to get into the first team. Even iif i don't get into the first team and is chosen to sit on the bench then hopefully my skills will allow me to have a chance to play in the game.
In this hols, i seriously better buck up in my studies so that i can get back my handphone!!! And also, i hope that i will be able to make it into the first team. Haiz, can't think about much to write, maybe when more has come into my head then i will blog again. For now, TTFN.

2006-04-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

Well, it has been such a long time since i last editted my blog... probably it is dye to the fact that i am so lazy to edit my blog... haha.

Almost half a year has passed already and now i got to get ready for my mid-year exams and thus have to 'struggle' under 'great' pressure. Anyway, i will have to work really hard for this exam cause out of all my term assesments, 40% of it will be used for my streaming at the end of the year which is very important for me. Hopefully, i will be able to get into either a triple science stream or a double science stream next year.

On the other hand, it seems that i am having some problems in my CCA. My skills are still not up to standard yet and thus my aim, which is to get into the first team, are rather far away. But i am now slowly improving already and hopefully by the end of June, when the team will be selected, i will be good enough to be in the first team.

Finally, this paragraoh is specially for my sis who is such a kepo and wants to find out so much about the girl that i like. As my sis will know her name, i will not mention it here. She is from class 2.1 and is in CHIJ Toa Payoh. If you want to find out more about her, just visit my friendster and i have her on my friends contact list.

Ok, that should be all that i can write to you guys for now. So hopefully the next time i will be able to write as much!!! HAHA... so TTFN!!!

2006-03-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

Well, i went to watch the match between Northland and RI today and i was so glad... Northland beat RI 1-0!!! as most people know, SJI and RI have been at 'war' for all these years ever since the schools were first built. now that i see RI being beaten, i feel so glad. good as the feeling may be, i hope that the team of SJI will work hard enough and thus be able to win RI or even get the top 3 positions...

my family sought of managed to find out that i liked someone... but the problem is we are not in a relationship at all... in a message, she wrote "my dear" but that is a common term which she use to adress close friends... i hope that my family will seriously not get the wrong idea about this matter at all... by the way, it is no like uncommon about boy-girl relationship... they should be glad that i like the right person and not be a gay...

2006-03-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

Today, i initially intended to go out with my friends to catch a movie. all was arranged already and when my mom came back at night, she disapproved me of going... i was really angry. on tuesday, she just allowed my sister o go out and she did not allow me to go out today... she said it was a school day... haiz... dam sian lor... maybe next time i ask her before hand...

i had my chinese test today, and guess wat, my teacher screwed up and told us not to study some things which appeared iin the paper... wat is more, he told us to learn the meaning of the words only and not how to write them and the test expected us to know how to write it... what the @#$%!!!

whatever it is, i did not have a good day today... haiz...

2006-03-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

To day is the first day of the school term and now i have got to start to work harder so that i may be able to get better results... not only that, i am now trying to get my fitness, i am slowly able to reach my goal which is at least below 10 mins for 2.4km... now i am already at 10.44 mins.

i hope that i will be able to get into the first team in 11-a-side for hockey. i have been training for very long to get this position and now that my fitness is there, i still have to maintain it, i can work on my skills and probably get the position of left half...

2006-03-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

Well, it seems that he holidays ended so quickly and now, we are about to go back to school. i had to qiong my work at the last minute cause i was really too busy except for yesterday night when i spent an hour to wind down. i had to give tution and also had lots of camps to attend to. with the new term, i hope i will work harder to achieve better results for everyone, especially my family to see.

2006-03-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

Looks like I counted my chickens too soon. After my mum allowed me to take up normal Chinese, my sister had to come and persuade her to help me take higher Chinese. Whatever, it is I now understand more of the exam format, but still fear that HCL will pull my streaming grades down.

i just got back most of my TA1 results. i did not fare very well for my subjects grade. For my math's and geog, I got A1s, but for my Lit, I got a B3. My English and Science are worse as I scored only B4 and needless to say, I scored a F5 or6 for Chinese... haiz, got to work harder next term.

2006-03-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

My mum finally allowed me to drop my HCL and take normal chinese... I am so happy!!! Now that i have achieved what I want, i will work hard to get A1 or A2 for chinese... nothing can stop me in my goal now!!!

2006-03-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

I have finally got back most of my results. I just managed to scrape a A1 for my geography. As for science I got a B3... As I did not do well fo my last test, I was actually at the failing area, but thanks to my other test which I could study for, I managed to pass.

I wanna quit my Higher Chinese and go to join the normal Chinese classes. My grandfather of cause immediately disagreed. As for my sister, she is a little hesitant whether to help me or not... I just can't cope with the standard of the HCL. I mean, I wouldn't want to get a C6 for my HCL and affect my streaming results. I hope that my sis will be always supporting me so that I will be able to go study the normal Chinese and get excellent results.

I hope that they will be able to understand because even if they force me to remain in HCL which is not a choice that I want, I am sure that I will lose more interest in Chinese rather than like it... haiz!!!

2006-02-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

I have got back some of my results for TA1 but i am not in the least happy with it. Although my Maths got 41/50, but i only managed to get 25.5/40 for my science. This is so screwed! My chinese already so bad liao, now this. Hopefully i will score better for my other subjects and get my A's and B's... 1 C for chinese is more than enough already!

2006-02-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today was the 'war' between SJI and RI! The school was there to support SJI and the spirit could be heard through the cheers and the cries. If you were near that area and heard thundorous cries, that is because SJI defeated RI!!! We were all so happy, we ran up the field and embraced each other in joy.

Hopefully, we will appear in the news... haha!

2006-02-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

my sis personally help me create this blog. at first sight, i thought that the skin look quite plain. the i looked at it and came to understand how much effort she had put in in order to create such a wonderful log. but now, she will not accept my apology.

i came to learn that we must always appreciate what others do for you...

If you are looking at this (sis) i am really sorry!

Exams

2006-02-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

Wow! Exams are finally over and i feel so relaxed man! just got my results back for mathematics and i am totally so happy about it... hopefully my other subjects like the pathetic chinese will be much better.

not that i personally hate chinese or anything like that but i just suck at it and i have the tedency of trying no to study it due to the fear of making just a little mistake and to have to hear his sacarsm... wat is more, his chinese standard is like so high and how can i match to his... haiz